Strangers To Ourselves.

What Have we come too? what came out of us? where had gone the times where people actually cared about their lives? how did we reach the point where technology started controlling us, stealing our will power into the clutches of the mechanical monster, destroying an endless amount of brain cells for the sake of being "hip" and "cool".

Gone the days where happiness would be the most common emotion and now....people would die to achieve it , where simplicity was the life style everyone sought to. 

Why is it that people now are so depressed over life? people are being suicidal and inflicting self harm on themselves because they couldn't handle the obstacles life threw at them, is it worth losing yourself ? those who are thinking these days that "life is the real pain" and "were finished" . life might knock you over on your ass but you have tomorrow to look forward to. Even though you destiny is determined and you have no way of knowing what going to happen next. it can be frightening. oh yes it can be.

But being the fragile ,defenseless human we are. we can only have faith in God. have faith in God and be better individuals. It may sound simple and easy but being a better person is by believing that your doing this for the good of the others and knowing the fact that God doesn't close one door without opening another.

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A Rain Shower Of The Truth

Its in Human's Nature to reject everything that represents diversity or a very mere difference which some can't help, which unfortunately happens all the time , whether it was of religion , race or colour... which indeed is a problem, however whats even mightier than this issue is the fact that a lot of people are deluded by the idea that such drawbacks doesn't exist . That we live in a world of rainbows and unicorns and smiles are everywhere ,THAT'S THE TRUE ISSUE. The mere act of acknowledge the existence of such obstacles is impossible and catastrophic itself. 

When you mention the amount of problems that are surrounding us, I would bet you that 8 out 10 people will turn away as soon as you mention them, reason? its either a) they don't care or not interested, b)don't even know what the heck is happening or C which in my opinion is widely utilized ,think its revolting, which is why some of the people who would be reading this already left this page as soon as they figured out what I'm talking about. As mentioned before, some people just don't like mentioning the number of casualties or kidnapping that's happening in any place really, they just try to ignore it, which's about one of the main problems why where in such set back, which is why the people in Africa are starving or the people in Bosnia are being maliciously murdered, THIS IS NOT AND I REPEAT NOT A DISCLAIMER OF WHAT ORGANIZATIONS AND CHARITIES ARE DOING , but if more people actually gave a damn ,all of these problem will dissolve away. Sadly Most people would prefer setting back and relaxing watching the Kardshians or some useless reality series that the money that was used in it's production would've had better alternative consuming option, like feeding the homeless. I'm not saying that people are not trying to make a difference, they are! but no one is supporting them! they are probably thought to be needing a mental institution and are in the need of medical care, or some naive gullible individuals that are being foolish for actually thinking they can make a change, THAT'S COLD BLOODED REALITY! some people call it pessimism BUT I CALL IT LIFE. 

There will come a time where regrets and remorse will be a mans best friend ,where the only think he can do is wishful thinking about what he could have done back then, however one can always have hope, no matter how little it is. Lets be real for a second, all of this destruction is taking place as you read this, but.... if people didn't have hope back then, we would have been exterminated by now.  



PS. THIS PASSAGE IS NOT AIMED AT ANYONE.

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Life Under Construction.

I've always had the craving for having friends, apparently the idea of being alone didn't appeal to me. So I basically tried doing things that are against my nature, things that I didn't feel comfortable with just so people can spend time with me and have someone to be with. But a certain someone had given me a wake up call. Am done chasing people around, I have yet to get used to the idea of being me , something I can Seriously get used to.







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Future Cat Lady.

A day doesn't pass by that she hadn't had her pep talk, she encourages herself every single day to get up from her warm, soft, fluffy and probably food stocked bed, to face the psychotic world. A world that's full of criminals, rapists, cheaters, weird creepy feet sniffers and worst of all ,people who don't appreciate Breakfast at Tiffany's. Horrible horrible world. She faces the world with a 1000 megawatt smile and putting one foot in front of the other. She faces the daily school/family/life drama, and yet, she doesn't give up hope. She has believed and always will believe that tomorrow will always be better, even when she feels so helpless and weak.
When she thinks she has hit rock bottom, there's a small , tiny voice that whispers to her "its going to be okay". She assists others and still be completely selfless , her motto is honesty, she hits you hard with the truth whether you it's beautiful or ugly because that's the way it is... or go ghetto on your ass (excuse my french). Either ways, she's filled of so much flaws but again everyone does, but she puts on her best traits for everyone to see. 
So in short Shes The future cat lady.

Hey guys!! so this is dedicated to my crazy awesome lama ,whose genuinely one from the best people I have ever met and I ever had the pleasure to meet. LOVE YOU!

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Caving In.

This is about the hardest thing I ever had to do. The fact that I am trying to salvage whatever strength I have within my soul and body is exhilarating, I can feel my walls crumbling slowly at the mere sight of it. Its abnormal how such a small thing can have such strong influence on me, it might as well be a weapon of mass destruction .The hypnotizing smell invaded my senses making my eyes roll at the back of my head and sigh in content. Abruptly, I shook myself awake from this manipulating dream, I can't! I thought to myself. I have to be strong, I must be strong, I have worked way too hard for this, I have shed blood, sweat and tears to become what I am now.

And I will not give into weaknesses anymore, not even to the sweet, dark, alluring defenselessness of mine. Easier said than done, since my hand was already reaching out for it. Just One piece wouldn't hurt anyone right? I could not take it anymore, it has dominance beyond belief.

I took a bite from the chocolate that was in front of me as a treat at the mall, the nectar of the coco and sugar exploded in my mouth, making me have one single thought.

"Now am back to square one."

This literally explains my own complications with staying on my diet. Such weakness for chocolate!


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First Time Blogger.

Well ,This my first time blogging, am not quite sure what am suppose to blog exactly so I will simply be sharing pieces i have been toying with in my head, or something that happened,what am feeling or have felt or simply messing around. However racial slurs will not be tolerated at any rate ,as well as impolite comments, you have something nice to say,say it. If not then don't . I have created this page to share my thoughts and onions that are again, my own. Also, whatever pieces am publishing are my own creation unless i say its not, and my creations shall be copyrighted , any act of theft will be legally prosecuted and lets be honest, its rude. So hopefully we can stay at the good side. And I will try to post as soon as I can.
Love,
Yasmin El Ali